Sunday, April 1, 2007 ; 3:02 AM
Describe your Main IdentityI'm Jane. obviously you already know that. fifteen in october. I'm a bloody young bitch in 10th Grade. underage, you may call it. lived in California for years. then Miami & New York. currently living over the rainbow, next to heaven. look for me if you can. [hint: I live behind a white, fluffy thing called a cloud] black is the new black. and no, I'm not Goth or emo. personally I think its lame to slit your wrists and cry about not being able to die. blue is a good colour too. I love vintage. I love designer clothings, but I'm not so brand-concious. my daddy loves me lots, & he works as hosts for those fashion shows like for Prada, Chanel, Guess & sort. so I get designer clothes too. I have hobbies. yeah, I really do. reading, hanging out, cooking, blogging, chatting, bitching, making new friends. those kind of hobbies. & I love football. I fear God. but I love him more than anything else in this world. by the way, I'm spoiled.
What are You Like?my personality is unique. just like everybody else's. *rolls eyes* I'm sentimental, fun-loving and a perpetual bitch. just as my blog name suggest. PERPETUAL BITCH. perpetual means never ending or never changing. I like who I am, no seriously. many people think I'm a bitch. oh, yes. I am one, I'm proud to admit. but a slut? nawh. you guys are just jealous. I've got a big ego. a huge one that could dominate the world. I've got an extremely sarcastic attitude. well, maybe not EXTREME. but yeah. I'm perplexities infested. perplexities is the inability to understand things very clearly. I'm perky. my perkiness could kill you. I've got an attitude, that girls wish they had. the attitude that goes - you can think whatever you like about me. but no, I won't be bothered & I won't bother insulting you back. that kind. mind you, I said I was sentimental, but my sentimentality can be controlled. I'm sarcastically sadistic, if there's such thing. =D I'm democratic too. for the past few weeks, nostalgia has taken over my body. I can be your best friend one minute & your worst nightmare the other. you earn being my friend. or I'll just toss you into the dumpster and forget you ever existed. many people love me for who I am. but who I am, isn't what you'd like. I take things lightly. most things, at least. like insults, compliments and comments. they are just words after all. and yes, I'm a KID.
Your Friends?I've got more friends than you, and I know it. I'm superior and, please feel inferior. =) my best friend, well her name is Mel. Melissa Desire actually. I love her for who she is. she's perky and crazy just like me. & we're the stupid bitches together. she comes from a rich-family background. she loves McFly. her fave, Danny. oh gosh, he's hot. =3 but well, he ain't mine. Mel doesn't want me to talk about her. so, I wont.
Your Views on Love?
I'm in love. truly, madly, deeply. my love for him is never-ending. for Darrian I mean. we've been together for about two years & a month. & he's a darling to me. =3 my view on love? well, love is another word for euphoria in most cases. love has made me do crazy things. & love has made me give up all together. it has made me drop fifty feet under and fly up to a hundred feet the next week. everybody has given up on love before, unless their life is just meet-o-peet perfect. but nobody's perfect.
Boyfriend?Darrian Joseph Jaynus. my one and only. <3 I think he's one of the closest things to perfection in my life. we've been together since February 14th 2005. yeah, V'Day. the LOVE day. & everything has been almost perfect. we fought thrice in the first year. the first time about some stupid girl who I thought Darrian was two-timing with. coz she was sort of stalking him but she turned out to be this girl who wanted Darrian to tutor her but was too shy to ask. the second is about John kissing me goodnight on the cheek. that time, Darrian thought I was two-timing & he didn't know that John was my cousin. the third time, we both fought over something stupid. a stupid phone call. Darrian promised to call my holiday home when I was away. I waited all night, but he didn't call. when I came home, I didn't feel like talking to him, but ended up yelling at him instead. turns out, he lost his cell. =S last year, we fought once. Darrian's cousin flirted with me & Darrian thought that I was bamming on his cousin too. two years and a month. only 4 fights. sound unlikely? I think we're perfect. he's sweet. very. every anniversary, he'll take me out to an expensive restaurant with a three month waiting list. I feel extremely special when I'm with him. & I hope it'll stay that way, forever. =)
PEOPLE LEAVE. `JANE!